Everything stinks....

Everything.
Those onion bagels, are repulsive now. I can't stand to even look at them.
My coffee? Yeah I don't think so. I've switched to tea.
Anything I cook, tastes so gross. I don't want to eat anything I ate before I was pregnant. I think I'll stick to cereal and muffins. That seems to be what I am OK with, for now @@
:::Sigh:::
AT LEAST my grades don't stink::pats self on back:: I have to study hard this weekend for a lab exam and do my math homework to get caught up and kick Tom's ass in class ;) We're taking the same math.
It's a 3 day weekend. Oh joy. I'll be ready for the boys to go back to school on Tuesday :)
This past week was so busy. I had my first prenatal, yay! That went well. I like the new doc. So far so good. Their scale says I way more than my mom and my scale. Their scale is a LIAR!!! LOL
I had to do "centers" for Thomas on Tuesday, that was fun. I like working with his class.
I had his Valentine's day party yesterday that I had to attend. It was fun.
We were supposed to hear news on my brother, who is in prison and currently awaiting news from the parole board, but we didn't. That was kind of a bummer :/
Thomas had his dental work done, under general anesthesia, that went good. He can't poop still. I may need to get him some fiber tabs or something. He took a colace and still no poop :( Poor baby. Constipation sucks.

Other than all this, life has been pretty mellow. I'm super tired at the end of the day, and can't wait to get out of this first trimester. I feel greasy and ugly and fat and gross and I just don't like the way I am feeling this time :(

Onion Bagels...mmmmm

So I'm kinda obsessed with them. I wake up thinking about my onion bagel. It's a new thing, definitely pregnancy related. They can't be too dark either. I like things lightly toasted. I hate that burnt taste. gross.

Today I have AP lab and lecture. I sit there forever it seems and I am so hungry! I'm getting used to getting up early and I think I kinda like it. I go to bed kinda early though :/ Hopefully the insomnia passes! Hopefully everyone has a great, well rested, day!!!

4 a.m.

It seems to be my magic number... I wake up at this time, everyday. Sometimes I force myself to drift away to sleepy land again, but most times I saw screw it and wake up. I've drank my cup of coffee already, and now I plan on working on my math homework :) Tom is going to sign up for a phlebotomy program today. Hope he gets in. It's something he really wants to do.
Here are some random 5 am thoughts:
My hands are swollen every morning when I wake up until about 11am
My face is breaking out. My face has NEVER broken out during pregnancy. Ewww.
I don't really have morning sickness, yet(lol), it still could happen.
I am nauseous most of the day though :/
I can't wait to find out what I am having :D I honestly do NOT care if it's a boy or a girl. I love my boys, I would be so happy with another one.
I go to the doctor Feb 10th. I can't wait.
I'm delivering at a NEW hospital with a NEW doctor. I hope I like her :)

We're getting the boys bunk beds this weekend. I cannot wait to share pics of their new beds!!!
Hope everyone has a blessed day!!

Why aren't you like me?

LOL WHY can't everyone wake up nice and early and get things done, like me? I wish the haircut place was open, I would totally be there right now. Wouldn't have to worry about getting kids ready, or getting them fed before I go...I could just GO....
Why is Super Walmart and Walgreens the only places I could go at 6am? But then again, maybe I don't really want some half awake stylist cutting my hair? Maybe it IS best that I wait until 9ish and go :)
So that's what I am doing today. Taking my newly pregnant self to get her hair cut :) I have a coupon for hair dye, that I wont use for a while, but I still want to buy it...lol its a really great coupon.
Later on in the day, after I clean my house that I left a mess last night, because I was so overly exhausted(it's not even funny), I will be attending some house party at my Aunt's house. My sister is going too, it should be a nice time. Someone will be there cooking for us all, I wonder if I gotta buy things? LOL

Hope everyone has a great day!

I'm Back! :)

With lots of news!

We're finally settled into a routine!

School started on Tuesday for me! I'm so excited to go back. I'm taking Anatomy and Physiology 2 and a Math :) I'll be happy to be all done!! WOOT!

And, just because God thinks I can handle anything he gave me this:

2 lines!! Yeah, it's kinda hard to see on there, but it's there. I took 4 tests :) 2 Dollar tree cheapies, and 2 Answer's :) Sorry Pam, I can't do the digital, I need to SEE those lines...rofl

I went to bed at like 7pm last night, WTF is with that? Now I'm up at 4 am, thanks to Jonathan waking up, going back to bed, and then snoring so loud I could hear him from the other room! Not to mention the CAT licking my armpit! WTH is wrong with her?! She must like my cocoa butter secret deodorant :)

So that's all for now :) I'm excited about baby #5, and will be glad when people stop asking me what I'm going to do about my weight that I just lost@@ OBVIOUSLY I'll watch it closely, and remain healthy for the baby and I! I'll breastfeed too, so the weight will melt right off :)

So coulda please send me pink and healthy vibes??? :)

Pics:)

My Bathroom, no penis allowed!

The living room, one view.
The living room/nook, another view. Jonathan is OUT! LOL
My window into the kitchen :)
My kitchen

My kitchen :)

My bedroom, why yes, that is a black pussy cat on my bed :)
MEOW
Shes really sweet.

Boys bathroom, no where near done, but it's there...lol

Obviously I'm not done, It's only been like 2 days since we moved in...lol bare with me!

Robert's Broken Arm

Just another joy of having 4 boys, I supposed. Either way, it sucks! And is expensive!!! Robert was playing game cube and broke his radius, near his "elbow".... WE go back in week, to see what we do further. The guy didn't explain anything to me in detail. I will ask him more in a week. To be honest, my day was so shitty yesterday, I don't think I would have took anything in if he did explain :)

We would go back in a week, which will put us at Friday, the 19th...the day we are supposed to leave for Ohio, to drop the kids off, pick up my sister and cousin, sign our lease, give her all our money, get our keys, come back to PA to clean, and get the truck to move :::deep breath:::

That's all, ya know? LOL Not too much, right? I will survive, I'm strong, I thrive on stress, and it will keep me busy....

We are having Robert's cake tomorrow, I will take tons of pics :) I'm making sloppy Joes and our one friend is supposed to come over, who is breaking up with his wife. So I'm sure I will have to listen to him boo hoo about it all afternoon ::sigh:: Oh well, I'm a good friend and that's what we do :)

Not too much else going on. Just waiting for Monday, so I can call the Ortho and explain my situation and BEG to be seen Thursday or Friday :) BEG ON MY HANDS AND KNEES!!!!! :) PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! Wish me luck!!!